Gay Love Story

Like every boy I was grown up in this world,when I entered teen age all my friends use to talk about girls, and the feelings they get. I felt there is a difference between me and them, I could not get any feelings for girls, at that time I am around 14 years, I shared the same thing with my friend he told , "I think you are not at matured now and still you have to grow".After the summer vacation an handsome boy some where from North joined our school, I dont know ? what happened to me , I developed some feelings towards him, at that age I was upset myself and couldnot even concentrate on studies, I felt its against nature, I questioned myself "why I was like this?" "I have any abnormality?, I was topper in my school and I made up my mind and diverted towards my studies,I studied well and finally I am placed in one of the Top MNC's.Now I am 23.Now after knowing the fact there were many people in this world I got away from all the upsets I have before.

I opened an orkut profile with a fake name, and started adding people from all the gay communities, so that I can find a good friend,I found most of them are not gays here, many people are only after sex, nothing else, even the straight people who have more sexual intentions joined here to get some satisfication, I dont know what will be the difference between us and prostitutes if we do the same.

The following question asked by people really irritates, they dont want friendship or love only sexual satisfaction.

The questions are as follows.

" Are you fare?"
"Do you have place?"
"Are u top or bottom?"
"What are your likings on bed?"
"What is dick size?"
It goes on..........I got really upset and thought this is not a right way to find friends.

I opened my original orkut profile, one of my collegues was a model, I am just going through his profile and found an handsome guy who is of age 22 in his profile."
I was so curious and gone through that guys profile, hez raj 22 years and body was well toned like a model, he has many pics in his profile posing like a model and some pics he took near a water fall some where near banglore, he was bathing half nude, they were really awesome pics.

In one of the pics hez wearing a 3/4 th, and his shirt was removed, he has got all the cuts, body was well toned , he slept on a stone in the water fall , half the body in water his 3/4th he has worn slightly down the hips, its awesome seeing a small butt cut of his body in that clear water, I was dreaming of that guy whole night and I went to sleep.

Next day its a shocking news for me in office , I have to get transferred to banglore, I was working at hyderabad, born brought up there and I love that place ," For anyone in this world home town is like mother land , where we spent most of the time and I was very sad on that day , that to going away from parents and staying alone...no more home food... I was really upset.Finally I made up my mind, "Its my career ? , I have to sacrifice all these things for that, even my parents were very supportive and father make me understand , "One or the other day you have to work far away from us, it will be all together a new experience, I got convinced and after two days I was in banglore.

I heard about banglore its a garden city, that is the first time I am seeing this place, I felt its good to see trees by road side full of greenary,I got a posh company guest house for 14 days , and afterwards I have to take a flat...what to do I joined office in banglore, and started searching for flats, I felt they were expensive...and even I dropped a note in company classifieds wanted a flat for rent and any one who can share with me...

One bright morning I got a call from a guy " hey hi I am gaurav,I have seen your note in classified , I am looking for a roomie , if you want to join me, I will meet you tommorrow for talking about it? " I replied ohk sure...

The next day I called gaurav and met him in cafetaria , after seeing that guy, I was trying to recollect I saw this guy some where....where did I see him?

I tried very hard to recollect but couldnot, he shook his hand and said I am gaurav raj , then I remembered him , he was the same guy in orkut , whose pics I saw before in my collegues profile....I was shocked for a moment , I couldnot get any words to speak with him , at that time, I myself in my mind thought " ohhh god what a strange thing happened."

He told me that its a two bed room flat , its his own house, his parents were staying in north,and he asked me one thing " I am a north indian and we have a cook who prepare north indian food, will it be problem for you? , I told give me one day to think , he showed me his house, its a big two bedroom flat and has cots in both the rooms, TV, fridge everything, I thought it will be very expensive, he asked me how much you can pay every month u can pay me?,I am just looking for a good companion , I told I can afford only 3000 RS every month not more than that, he told its ohk , how much you can give , you give me...I told give me one day time to decide, and I asked him wait for one day don't show it to any other person.

I told " I liked the house", even I like the way you talk , I complimented him your handsome, he said "Thank you".

I went home , I started thinking whether can I join him or not, the problem is not food, I liked him very much , so I should not create any problem to him...

I thought whole day and finally I decided to join him...


I called him up in the night and told him I am joining the room.Then he said "OK,when you are coming with luggage", I told him probably this weekend,its wednesday when I spoke to him on phone , I am counting days when I will join him.

Finally the day came its saturday, I called my father and asked him , is that a good day to join the room? , he said " yes it is" , I thought in my mind " ohhh then its good" ,
Its saturday morning , I woke up early and packed my luggage, I called gaurav whether I can come now , he said " yes you can" , I took an auto and came to his flat, he arranged everything neatly , he has put some small metallic wase and inside it he decorated with water and flowers, its too good to see.

when I entered the room, Gaurav(raj) welcomed me there was one more guy with him ,raj told "Hez vinay good friend of mine from child hood. " I shook his hand and said " I am naresh",then I asked raj , why can`t you ask vinay to stay with you instead of me.
He said " Vinay is working far away from here some where outskirts of banglore ', so every month twice he visits me on weekend.

Its lunch time , a cook came he has prepared some chapathies , aloo chola , and some rice.The food was tasty , I observed raj is not eating rice, I asked him " you don't like rice, then vinay told "he likes rice , but he don't know how to mix curry with rice properly and eat", and he just laughed, raj gave a nice hit to vinay and he shouted at vinay "eeee!!! don't leak all my things " , I told its ok , I am also your friend, Am I not , raj told yes you are , If not you will be not here.

I took raj`s plate, mixed some rice and chola and gave it to him to eat , he told "sorry I don`t know how to eat rice properly?" I exclaimed why so , is it rocket science or what ,He told " no,my mother use to mix rice and curry , she use to feed me with her hands every day , even now if I am in home town, I told him even my mom does that, " Yes offcourse," then vinay again told " he don't want to learn thats all."

Then raj with an angry expression " vinay you want one more beating from me" , I told its ok , cool down guys , then I said don`t waste this rice which I mixed , If you don't mind I can hand feed you like your mom , at starting he hezitated a bit , " no , its ok " , then I said " think as if I am your mom, then after sometime he told " Its ok feed me" , then I mixed rice again properly and started feeding him with my hands.

Its the first time, I touched some one's lips with my hands while feeding him, Its an awesome experience, I don't have any words to write about it, slowly I fed him about plate full of rice , he then complimented me " you are like my mom " , and he again turned to vinay and said , " you always make fun of me ,you never thought of hand feeding me ', then he said " I don't have that much patience", and I saw some drops were falling from vinay's eyes , then raj got shocked and asked him " what happened ?" he told I remembered my mom , when naresh is feeding you , then raj wiped his tears its ok , cool down buddy , and he hugged him.

Then raj asked me " please hand feed vinay also along with me , then I mixed one more plate full of rice and curry and feeded both of them , after the lunch they were very much happy , raj came to me and hugged me, and told after a long time , I am very happy because of you , while he was hugging me , I saw some tears rolling down his eyes , I wiped his tears , and asked raj don't cry , then he told "they were tears of joy" , then again he hugged me and kissed on my forehead . I was surprised by this , I was in third heaven at that time.

Even vinay complemented me " you have some inner quality in you which makes others happy" , I told thanks guys but its difficult to digest that much effection at a shot, then vinay told " raj is the person who will show that much effection , towards any person he likes, he has the habbit of hugging the person and kissing on fore head , if he really likes anyone for that moment." I told thank you very much guys, for showing me such effection.Now I felt in my mind I am not missing my parents.
Its a two bedroom flat,each one us was staying in seperate rooms, we hardly get time as his shift timings and mine were different,we(me,raj,vinay) will meet and have lunch,dinner and party together on weekends only,

ON A BIKE RIDE:

weeks passed on , we three became best friends...its time that raj want to take a new bike.Me,vinay and raj three went to showroom to take a bike , raj already ordered pulsar 200 CC metallic color bike months before , we went there to just take and come the bike to house...we went to showroom and every one of us loved the bike.We got the registration papers and its night 9 PM,Vinay's house is just 3 kms away from showroom , as he has to go to office next day , raj told me , "stay in the show room for few minutes, I will drop vinay and we will go back home", I said its ok ,I will wait.

In no time raj came to showroom, I sat on back seat, he started the bike and we started moving,the climate was cool, and its drizzling, on the top of that ,I sat on back seat of raj,he was riding the bike very fast.
Its sunday night and the traffic was less, suddenly raj applied break, as there was a spead breaker on the way. I just holded him from back, and I just with a high pitch voice , raj ride slowly! , I might fall, then he replied " cool naresh, whats the thrill in driving slowly, hold me tightly if you are feared", I replied him back " I am not feared", then slowly I put hands ,on his nice toned packed waist and hold him firmly.
It is the first time I am hugging some hunk from back, it was a nice feeling which I cannot explain, then raj asked me " are you comfortable now ? " , I told "yes", then he told " The road is empty , I will show you some adventure" , I asked " what ? I am feared", he told "cool down don't get feared hold me tightly", he then maintained constant speed and I was curious, what adventure he is going to show.

He slowly lifted the front wheel of the bike, I was amazed for the moment, he rode the bike raising front wheel up, for half a kilometer and the bike sounded "geeee" its even more thrilling, then he slowly put the front wheel on road.Then he asked me " how is it?" , I replied "its thrilling", I was still holding him very tightly, he asked me "are you still in that adventure mood ,your holding me tightly?" , I replied " hooo I am still in that mood, I am thrilled." and slowly removed hands round his waist.

Then he again told to hold him, "I will increase the speed ", I said ok,
Its really good experience again,now this time my hands were touching his waist bud,its even more thrilling." we reached home, I felt at that time "why did we reach so soon."Slowly weeks and months past,raj is working in the same company of mine , but locations are different,one fine day he has to come to our location, for a training purpose,on that day as I will be there ,so he asked cook, to prepare rice and curry , he brought box to office.

    Its lunch time we met in a break out area,along with him two other gals came, then he introduced me to them, one gal name is preethi and the other is vineetha,they also brought their box, we all sat in one table and started eating, you all know my raj don't know how to eat rice.He is struggling hard to mix it. Then I took his box, mixed the food gave him a spoon and asked him to eat, the girls were curiously observing this, then they asked raj " you don't know how to mix rice and curry properly,then he replied " I don't know , I am used to it, always my mom use to do that and she even hand feeds me rice". vineetha asked "Atleast now you can learn right?" , then he replied " now my naresh is there na", " Hez my mom!!!".

I don't know , what happened to me ,tears rolled down my eyes after listening to him.Its a nice feeling. After a month his project got over, I found out there were some openings in our project for his technology, I spoke to my manager and finally managed to get a project for him, in the same DU(Business unit).Even vineetha and preethi got into same project.

Weeks passed,we got a news ,we all are going for a trek near chikmanglore and
spend three days there in the forest...on a project outing.we(me,raj,vineetha,preethi) all were thrilled to go there.


Finally the day came , as we packed our luggage,after office hours we started for the trip, on one fine friday,we had fun all the way , we danced ,sang songs inside the bus, me,Preeti and raj were non-stoply singing songs, vineetha didnot come for trip due to some personal problem.Myself and raj were sitting in one seat,preeti and one her friends were sitting in other seat.

We all enjoyed to the fullest,its almost 12 oclock in the night, our project manager insisted us to sleep,as we are going to have more fun tommorrow.He offed the lights.

Me and raj were staying in same flat, but never we slept together ,as we have two seperate rooms,it is the first time, I am sleeping beside him, he slept near window seat,the cool air from outside touching him and the same air even touching me , it was nice feeling.I controlled myself and started sleeping. In the mid night I felt something was lying on my shoulder, I got up slowly and found my raj sleeping on my shoulder, i didn't move myself , so that he will not get up. I was in a full romantic mood and slowly touched his hairs and started moving my hands on his smooth long hair, I felt I am touching a peacock feather.I did that so lightly as though I am touching a new born baby.I thought in my mind "Thats enough for my life" and I slowly went asleep.

Next day early morning we were in the center of forest 300 miles away from bang lore,we got down the bus ( we were all 30 members, 15 gals and 15 guys).There were small tents in mid of forest and even there was an attached bathroom for each tent.One tent can accommodate two people, I and mera raj were accompanied in one of the tents,we got an instruction we should be ready by 9 AM. First my raj went to bathroom and he came out with a towel tied to his waist, he was looking like a geek god with the wet hair.
I was starring at him and fixed my eyes towards him,he has fully carved chest with a small mole near his naval bud,he saw me and asked me , hey naresh where were you dreaming, I suddenly woke up from that thought,and I covered saying nothing man.

Then I went to bath and came out with a towel tied to my waist, he also starred at me and started laughing,he raj why are laughing,He replied " you have good height,why don't you work out, your tummy is popping up,hehehe". I told " Its ohk, I am lazy".

raj replied " After going home I will teach you some techniques(exercises) so that you get a carved body like mine. I replied " Hoo you have carved body?" really, then replied "were you not staring at me , when I came out" , I replied " No raj".


We packed our trekking bags,had our breakfast and started for the trek............we all shouted together....."Ta ta ta taaaaaaa let's trek kings and queens of forest"......we formed groups while trekking.Me , raj and preethi formed one group,after going some distance , we saw a small stream of river passing by, we need to cross that, we three holded our hands and we started crossing the river.

suddenly I was slipped, raj is holding me and preethi, he couldnot handle the pressure, he called for help, one of our team mates came and took preethi,raj slowly dragged me up,he holded my waist to make me stand up,I was in fourth heaven,his soft hands touching my waist , he lifted me up and he asked me " Are you alright?" , I didnot reply him back , he shouted " Are you alright?" I came out from the dream and said " Ya I am?" but a strain near my waist, then he holded me on waist, took support of him by laying hands on his waist, we walked slowly in the stream of river,full of slippery pebbles,we reached the other side, he slowly removed hands on me. " I felt why the river stream is so small!!!"

After the trekking we came back to our tents , sun rested in her mothers lap, we all had a camp fire , we danced round the fire holding our hands together we became sons and daughters of forest for some time, its time to go to bed one of our team members...tommorrow we have to get up early and we need to head to the water fall.

Every one went inside the tents and offcource me and gautham went inside the tent.we had chit chat together for some time, then gaurav asked me we will go out , I told it is scary outside and it is not safe to go out at this time in the forest, he requested me and we went out, near our tents there was a small fresh water stream, we sat near the stream and talked,I just holded his hand as it was so cold outside.

Gaurav asked me " hey raj come inside", I told him I am scared, he replied come on man I will hold you, my heart beat started raising up,my scariness became secondary without second thought I jumped into water , he holded me near my waist.The stones inside the water was slippery I was just slipped and all of a sudden I hugged him and our lips came in together.He hugged me closely and insisted we will go out as it is slippery here.It was an awesome memorable experience,I touched his waist,belly and his back before moving out of the stream.and we went back to our tents holding our dry clothes,gaurav told we will go to the tent in underwear as our clothes become wet and we headed towards the tent.He has put hands on my waist and I also did the same , as it was very cold.

We went back to our tents,Gaurav gave me towel and asked me , can you rub my wet hair with this towel to make it dry,I replied no,"why so?" he asked me, I replied my hair is wet too.Then he told give me your towel I will rub your hair first then you can rub mine.
I told ohk.

I sat in the bed he stood up and kept towel over my hair and started rubbing,it was fascinating,I am enjoying that so much,then its my turn now,I covered whole his face with towel and making his hair dry, I slowly bow down and started kissing his head,as I covered whole his face with towel,he couldn't see me.

Then the its time to sleep,so we changed our clothes, he has worn the white short,I wore a track pant....Its time to sleep , I said good night to gaurav and I slept,then I heard him saying move a little bit I need more space to sleep, I moved a bit,we had only one blanket so we shared the same.In the mid night I felt gaurav legs and hands were over me, I didnot move them, i am enjoying the touch of his hands and legs,to test him , I just moved away his hands and legs,suddenly he woke up and said sorry dear, I have habbit of lying hands and legs who ever sleep beside me. I said its ohk yaar, I took his hand and laid it on my stomach and I said you can lay your hands and legs over me.Then he said thanks , he hugged me tightly and slept ,might be it is cold .I too hugged him tightly and slowly moving my hands over his body,but there is no response from him,but I didnot dare to put hands on his private parts, but I enjoyed the night sleep with him.

Its early morning we got up,while getting up he just hugged me and kissed my fore head and
said good morning raj, I said what happened,he said, " you know I will do the same thing when I am happy",I don't know what was the reason for his happiness.


Water fall : chicmanglore.

We both got up we became ready and joined our team to go ahead for the trip.We decided to go to water fall near by, it is early morning six and the sun is popping up from the clouds with joy
and happiness like gaurav got up from bed and kissed me on my fore head with a shiny blushing face like sun.

Within one hour we are there near the water fall, all guys removed their shirts wore there shorts and rushed towards the water fall , my sexy gaurav was looking hot in white shorts,
and his short was loose it came a bit down his butt and his sexy butt line is popping up.He didnot recognize and he holded my hand and we rushed towards the fall,we need to climb many steps to on top of the hill where the water fall begins,I asked gaurav to stand for a while I am really tired of climbing the steps.Then I asked him to raise his hands and stand,he asked "why so?", I told I will tell you.

He lifted the hands and stood there,he has muscular smooth body with a white short like a greek god and the morning rays were falling on his shoulder and the reflections of the rays makes me stand still(fida).Then he shouted at me "what happened dude?", "I am not a culprit to stand in a hands up position".Then I told wait. I slowly went towards him layed hands on his loose short and lifted it up and said , gaurav your ass is showing up,we laughed for some time , then he asked me did preethi didnot see that right?, I told I don't know, so he tightened his short and we aheaded towards the fall.

I want to end the story the real story starts here.

On that night we went to water fall , preethi proposed gaurav in front of me,my eyes were stuck in tears and I went away from that place,after one hour gaurav came to him and saw tears on my eyes,he asked what happened, I told some dust has fallen into my eyes.we went back to banglore.

and our daily routine started,going to office...I myself kept gaurav away as preethi is in love with him.One day he asked me "what happened dear , you changed a lot ,you are not caring as before.I replied nothing I was busy with my work.Slowly I started avoiding him,and started shouting at him for every simple thing,without a reason.Then slowly he felt I am not that comfortable with him.

One day I told , I am shifting my room as I want to stay with my school friend,he was shocked.
he asked ,hey "what happened suddenly?" I told nothing, I have busy schedules so wanted to stay near the office , then he told its ohk and bid good bye to me.
" Though I was looking bold outside, I was crying inside for leaving him?" I want my darling to get settled with a good girl and donot want to create a disturbance for his carrier.At last while going
he just called me back, he hugged him and said " I miss you dear?" I told thanks and I left from that place.
From then, I just said hi to him when ever I meet him in office.

THE CLIMAX
We didnot talk to each other for three months, I heard in News channels there was a gay parade in banglore , I thought myself " Why should I disturb some one who is straight", I showed interest to go to the gay parade and I thought I can find some one there whome I can love,and this should be final. I got the contact number of the organiser and I attended the parade in brigade road." I was really happy to see that there were many people like me there.I was enjoying the parade,we all together danced.I was looking around the people and wanted find some one whome I can love,but nobody I could feel I can love.

After one hour in the parade, I saw some one from far coming towards me and I got shocked,I mouth was stuck,he is none other than GAURAV, I asked you are here,he replied yes I am, then e holded me and took to the nearest coffee day and he told that "AM IN LOVE WITH YOU".
I was shocked and said " I LOVE YOU TOO".

I asked what about preeti, he told I am not loving her on that day she proposed me but I told her I am not in love with her. I saw you running out in tears but couldnot ask you as we our's not a open society.After that we went to Gaurav's room on a bike vinay opened the door.

Unforgetable Day in my life : NOV 3 2008.

We went inside Gaurav hugged me tightly , kissed me on my lips that was the first time I had a kiss with someone , in front of vinay in the hall.As Gaurav already told everything to vinay before.

Then we went inside the bed room and closed the door,Gaurav lifted me up and throwed me on bed ,he removed my shirt, I too removed his shirt,then I removed his pant and underware,he too undressed me completely , we hugged each other,I tasted every inch of Gaurav body, even Gaurav did the same.The whole night we were like one soul and one heart.I did not imagine that day will come to me that is one of the unforgetable day in my life.

Narrator Intro:

I am none other than the Vinay in this story ,but I wrote this story as if I am raj to make it more effective . On that day I was more happy than any one else as my friend got back his beloved.

I am looking for someone who loves me like that. Hope I get one soon.